04/08/17
So i have started this blog today more to keep up with journalling and getting things off my chest. I have had a hard week! I am currently in the process well the first week of trying to lose some weight of which i have gained over the past 8 years. 30kg to be precise... My body has done me well in giving me 2 beautiful baby boys but now i feel its time to make it look the way i want it to look. In this first week i am already finding that the balance is going to be so much harder than i thought especially considering my milk supply is dropping significantly and i am doing all i can besides consuming extra calories to try and gain it back. \ Things are getting on top of me, i feel like i take on everyone elses woes but i cant palm mine off to anyone, hence why i started this blog in the first place... lol I love my Children and i love my husband but feel like i have lost of me in the process... Dont get me wrong i wanted to get married and have kids i thought thats what my life was m...